one last week

everyone's at school now >_<>meet the parents session listen-to-them-talk session was sian. cabbed down to cuppage with quek cause the rest had flagday/ meet the parents. heh. pastor ben preached and we all agree that his articulation is very very good.

gi spoke to northeast outside crazy legs bar that area. then we went to eat at le meridean's foodcourt. was very colour coded- -" yihui n trac were wearing green, zhiwei n kar black. huitian was wearing white n i was wearing.. sch u. lol.

shared testimonies during uctm. had a long worship session, will enjoy it more, if wasnt in urgent need to go to the toilet. and we went to plazasing's TCC. so very blessed ^^ cause parents had some dinner function, so i dont have to go home early. feels weird to be in full U in town at that timing though. and we dont get to sit inside, cause too big a grp. so had to compete with the roadshow with musclemen climing up a makeshift wall. (people are really so free ah)

felt very crippled cause my phones low batt, so cant take much photos too. enjoyed talking n sharing with them. and the drinks : D i had chocolate affagato, which is espresson topped with icecream. ahhh~


off to mug chem ):
meeting rachel(ton) later. : D

one last week to passion finale, cheong people. : D

when i say i am a Christian
i'm not shouting i'm clean livin'.
i'm whispering i was lost,
& now I'm found.
when i say i am a Christian
i don't speak of this with pride.
i'm confessing that i stumble
& need Christ to be my guide.
when i say i am a Christian
i'm not trying to be strong.
i'm professing that i'm weak
& need His strength to carry on.
when i say i am a Christian
i'm not bragging of success.
i'm admitting I have failed
& need God to clean my mess.
when I say i am a Christian
i'm not claiming to be perfect,
my flaws are far too visible
but God believes I am worth it.
when i say i am a Christian
i still feel the sting of pain.
i have my share of heartaches
so I call upon His name.
when i say i am a Christian
i'm not holier than thou,
i'm just a simple sinner
who received God's grace, somehow. -Maya Angelou

hoho, came upon this when blog hopping. woah.

blessed kid.

hoho!
yesterday during caregrp, we went to share Christ ard AMK central. i partnered with pam and i think our mo qi was there. haha. we shared to these two deyi girls @ amk macs and i feel so much like a godsend. they seemed kind of down and when we shared, they seem to brighten up. its like they have been waiting for an offer of true life for a long time, but we kept them waiting for quite long ehh. it was the first time it was so successful and really, it cannot be me n pam. esp since i was so incoherent when talking.
this surge of joy of salvation was so, so great.
thank God for all the workers :D

aft cg, me, tracie, yihui and rachton went to the bubbletea place on 2nd floor of jubilee. the food was not bad, cept orange tea. lol. feel alot like taiwan. T.T

feasted on pizzahut with ying after lessons today : D
singapore doesnt just suffer from sleeping city syndrome, we have sleeping students syndrome. almost all the students are sleeping on the bus lah. i went to join them.
then i almost toinked on the guy next to me. ahhh! toink like hit head on his shoulder. super paiseh. met faith @ the interchange, heh.



look around, someone must have made all this- pinned the stars in their place, paint the morning sky, made us.
tell them their creator, be a godsend.

hoho.

great saturday

changed the layout finally. disclaimer: i know that the girl in the pict is topless, but i still think this picts really nice.


today is the best saturday this year i guess. had breakfast with peng teng n yihui. im addicted to sausage mcmuffin. anw, i really love what eelee and priscilla shared at passion meeting. woah. you really never know unless you try. was really encouraged when they opened the ground for people to share their testimonies. you see so much excitement.

praise and worship was somewhat nostlagic. sermon was really interesting. just really living the experience, and loving it. the entire service was really ministeering, left fulfilled. its only through doing His purpose i have this feeling. and it feels so good.

had a short marcom meeting. need to repent. think really have been neglecting the ministry. whoopsie. got reminded lah. and i really think that puaylin's super funny and cute, as much as teng disagrees.

was on the way to CLM with all the people then our grp kinda got separated when half of us queezed into the train and the other half decided not to. was with yihui, luan, freedy and desmond. freedy was reading conan! that episode of murder at the library and the murderer putting the corpse above the lift came back and haunt me. its a childhood thing. like pokemon origami <3>friday
went down to dad's to help out. super stone.
resisted the urge to rent more of this:





thurs
ZION outing!! fun, fun : D

aguides ATC 06

back from camp. have that sticky all over feeling ):
yesterday had to pay the cabby 12 bucks to get unto that ulu campsite, and waited for like, 1h + for him at kranji mrt lah. cause its so far in that noone really wants to go in there. argh.

but that campsite holds tonnes of memories too.
was staring at the seniors cook the trainees' dinner. if i had to cook for them, i dont think they will have any dinner. then we started crapping lah. taking spastic photos. huiyings been self obsessed recently aft her new cam. and took alot of spastic photos of me, jo and qiao. --"

aft they ate and do the duties, had campfire. its kind of more fun to be there and crazy than sitting in the seniors stands and acting cool. but feels abit too old alr. haha. sang those oh-so-familiar songs. and went off to prepare the night game.

last yr's one was definitely more fun lah. cause this yr we aint really allowed to scare the girls ):
the game is titled "my last diary". bascially they have to link the different stages of a girl's life at different stations.
jo and my station like very spas. i was acting lah. then have to talk to the doll (which is actually a pres from zy's thai partner) and keep giggling downstop lah. like pyscho. then after the 25mins, my cheeks very painful, cramp alr.
the depressing thg is that they arent really scared so its not fun.

anw i hate green bean soup.
and we realised to our horror that green beans are the babies of taugays.
okay, very lame.

that night had a long anticipated talk with dear qiao.
its kind of constructive though we had to prevent a dog from charging into the seniors tent halfway. oh yah. me n jo saw this huge spider crawling on the tent. stick ya index fingers together then yr thumbs tgt. thats the size man, no exaggeration.
by 330 am, we were spouting nonsense alr, so we went to sleep.

they couldnt wake me up this morn :X sheepish look*. they were clearing their punishments and i got awaken by the countings eventually :X though before that, i did wake up to do the 20 jumping jacks w them at 5am.


peng scared me.
she almost black out and for a long while, she couldnt see anythg, even when ailin waved her hand infront of her eyes. then i freaked, and kept on holding on and praying silently lah. kind of assured that God's hand is on her somewhat. thankfully, after a short rest, shes okay alr, and the vision came back slowly. phew.

then aft breakfast (i love strawberry jam!!) went on with the striking tent and everythg.
announce the prizes of the patrols, best camper (nafeeshah!) yadayada, then off and back to sch : D was sitting with jo ber qiao and huiying at the back. lalala.

got very grouchy in sch, because of the stupid LEAPS form.
like filled alr the other time then they reject and printed new ones but still dont knw how to fill properly. and then its like, so important to us. grr.
and while waiting for ber all 5 of us dozed off. by the time we woke up its already 320 likethat. and ber took a very long time to wake up. lol.

so the 5 of us- huiying qiao ber jo n me went to eat swensens. banana crumble is fanscinating. took neos too and stone ard and bought belts.

i miss my seniors so so much T_T

i have seen stuff at camp that really made me think alot.
alot about friendship.
on the surface a great team was potrayed
when one went down the rest fought on
but what are they fighting for?
i pray its not what im thinking about.
maybe next yr training camp shud be called "battle of the stripes" :D

saturday

flagdays fun :D
qiao came and pei me halfway through.
and i was the fastest to finish, kiasu pok
so we went for breakfast at BK. met Mrs tan (WL) and ms goh they were having breakfast there too. very weird.

ran to passion meeting. woah, i think daniel taught well.
service was good, but was very sleepy :X

i dropped my phone in nexus again.
ran back to get. met a random person dancing on the way. hurhur.
me, kar, yihui, cong and huitian went to stnicks funfair.
met evonne on the way. miss her.

anw, its madness.
st nicks funfair is such a big thing. theres so many cars lining the roads lah.
they actually have three amusement rides - -"and massage chairs.
they like issued too many coupons then have to queue like mad for one thg.


ahh, im going to camp christine after this.
i hope the sheep are all alright. >_<

xcountry 06

today is a super hectic day, felt very saturated.
but still managed to hit five contacts.
its really easy, its about making the effort.
and im kinda frustrated.
one tiny point and im not in..
some salt and light eh.
):

had an interesting taxi trip after guides.
me ber jo and zy got on the cab then in a few mins, he made a very biased statement.
"must always go to a jc, NEVER go to a poly. go jc can go U, go poly cannot!"
then i went .__.

anw i think he's kinda cool.
he was like "ni men you ren xing zu ma?" pardon the hanyu. hes asking if we believe in Christ. so we all said yah, we all do.
then he was like "ahh hao. hen dao"
quite cool right. outreach's on his mind. and he was reminding us cannot stop going for service. so funny. if all fail, i shall be a cabdriver : D

and he also talked about his son getting married. very sweet.
"haha 28 years ago, me n my wife were just carrying a 4 month baby boy to be water baptised. we wud have never thought that 28 yrs ltr, he would be marrying another girl that got baptised on the same day!"

haaa.

the breakfast at 6am with ber failed, cause she stayed up to do some guides camp stuff, and only slept 2 and a half hours. poor barney.

cross country's quite boring.
was running with mak, ber and sherhan.
then kinda end up me n ber running.
and after the run, we were being spastic.
the huge leaf reminds me of the one charmander likes to use to cover his tail when it rains to prevent his fire on the tail to become extinguished. so cute. : D

after xcoutry,
went shopping in town and marina sq with renying the queen for the day (its her well deserved birthday shopping spree), cixin, huishan, jasmine, ser and jaslyn. esther joined us ltr on.

i bought lego earrings xD
im a little nuts, i know. mak bought a new wallet thats nice. and i thought the tiny compartment is for guitar pick. its actually for sim cards. hah. we blessed xin with a shirts thats very her. xD ying got tonnes of stuff.
had thai express : D : D *thinks of ruiyong.

blahblah.
have to work out smth to conquer that mountainload of homework. x(

must get out of it.

cg episode

heh. a little episode happened in caregroup today.
thank God the brothers and yihui are around.
sorry amelia that it scare you. dont worry abt it alr yeah. (its not as though u will read this but..)
oh and im going breakfast at 6am with ber tml! : D
we shall be their first customers.
so much for a light breakfast before the run eh.
i dont wana run. ):

going shopping with them. its been a long time eh.

im beginning to understand why seniors thank the school tchers so much.
they are dedicated. thankful to mrs lim. she's evaluating and talking to everyone of us over a little CA1 test.
but i insist, its the last job i ever want to do. >_<

anw they are offering game design as an o level subject and dsa for polytechnics very soon. wilson missed his chance. but i guess, most people will go for the "safe path", i wonder when all our mindsets can change.

isnt skills better than As?

from now till then, we just got to keep slogging eh.

passion

an entire auditorium of red people is really scary.
if it is nexus auditorium anw, never see before. lol.
enjoyed the passion meeting, and service. dctm was very funny. its gi's kuku day. ._.
first time hear freedy teach and hes really convicted. hur.
zion had a semi affirmation session. haha.

sunday. went for tuition and then parted with them to go for coreteam meet at RC. and met renying there! oppo RC lah i mean. ys was there in a very big circle in the living room.. we worshipped and yihui taught abt godly shepherds. amidst the scary screaming from the DLs and SDLs o.0 i wonder what they were doing. haha. saw an image of two candles. one candle is glowing w a flame, symbolising passion, and it melt a block of wax and enable the other candle to stick on the wax and stand firm. hmm.

then went to my little cousin's birthday celeb.
o m g, was super traumatised. thirty to forty little kids were screaming and being entertained by uncle magician in the living room decorated with 60 balloons. its a scary sight. jaw drop.
and the family paid like 649 for everything. T.T
imagine if every kid at the party goes back and asks for that kind of party for their birthdays. tsktsk.

i can repair my laptop with that money seh.
oh, i crack my laptop's LCD.
technically, i didnt crack it but i didnt stop it cracking.

why isnt acer as nice as apple? ahh, nevermind. if you happen to win 600 bucks and you are a SAINT and a kind soul, please give that money to me : D

today after sch, went for caregrp discussion with kar n trac at .. cartel. xD
we end up eating and digressing alot. but manage to think smth out. kinda excited abt cg.
reached home and konked off for like, 1 hour on the sofa.

i hate tuesdays.
lessons end late n extra lessons start so early. zzz.

curb the search

243 days to Olevels.
(if its on 1st nov ie)
that is like 34 weeks.

i have task oriented teacher, the countdowns on my class's board already.

reminds me of the praise song "the countdown's getting lower everyday~!"

this term my results improved : D
though it still kinda a huge digit, but im kinda happy already lah.
my maths caused it to bombard T.T
i want to have a die hard spirit in this. must conquer chem and maths.


recently seems as though my stupid mouth has been getting me into alot of trouble. shall speak less and think more. im sorry, you-s. >_<

i need lots of wisdom and strength.

dont want to lose touch.
curbing the search.
running the race
You leading the way.